Tuesday, April 9, 2013

Passion

This essay has been on my mind a lot. I wrote it as part of my application for the Music Therapy Program here at Utah State. I have read over it a few times, and every time, it reassures me why I am here and what I am working so hard for. I just thought that I would share it with you and let you have a little glimpse into... my soul! Ha Ha!

" USU Music Therapy 2012 Application

                Music Therapy is the clinical practice of using music to accomplish non-musical goals.  A qualified music therapist can work with clients who have needs that are not music related such as pitch, but more as emotional, physical, social, and intellectual needs or goals. These goals are addressed by integrating music into therapeutic sessions and are very therapist and client oriented. Music therapy is a growing profession that began in the year 1950. Though the profession of music therapy did not begin until then, it was not then that music was discovered to be therapeutic. Articles date back as early as 1789, such as an unsigned article entitled “Music Physically Considered”.  Music therapy is a research, practice, and evidence- based profession. Numerous studies have been made and continue to be made to support and continually develop its structure and integration of music and therapy.
            Music, the one thing I understand even when it doesn’t make sense. I have found that music simply moves you, whether it is through bold lyrics or swimming harmonies. It is what gets me though the day and helps me realize my blessings in life. It is what inspires my ideas, dreams to fulfill, and characteristics to carry. Music is my mind’s instrument. My hardest days are when I neglect to add a melodic tune to the rhythm of my thoughts. Music is what moves my blood through my veins; it is what keeps me going. I have finally found a way provided for me to integrate my passion for music into a service for others. I love working with people and benefiting their lives in some way. If I can do something I love such as music to change the life or simply move the soul of another person would satisfy me and allow me success in my life.

“There are a few things that success is not,
Success is not fame, money or power.
Success is waking up in the morning so excited about what you have to do that you literally fly out of the door.
Success is getting to work with the people you love.
Success is finding a way of connecting and binding them together.
Success is connecting with the world.
Success is falling asleep knowing you did the best you could.
Success is joy, friendship and freedom.
Success is love.”
 (Fame, 2009)
Music is a way to build connection between people. As a music therapist, I will be able to connect with my clients and implement treatment through music. Music affects and is incorporated in every portion of the human brain. Miracles can occur through the waves of music.  Music is an international language, no matter what your spoken language is. It can be used to communicate through various faiths, standards, and beliefs. It is an art that has preserved history, knowledge, and culture. I have a passion for this art and I want to incorporate it into my future and use it to change negative to positive, harmful to helpful, and open eyes and hearts from closed to open.
            As a teenager, I was able to work a lot with adults in the geriatrics field. I completed CNA training in high school that allowed me to have hands-on clinical experience with the residents of a care center. I was able to interact with these people for a few hours every day for about a month. Soon thereafter, I was called as a pianist for the church services that were held every other Sunday at the same facility. I was able to play hymns that moved these patients of many faiths to attend the service, simply to hear music play. At the beginning, numbers of attendees was sparse. But each week as the hymns rang through the halls, more came to attend to see where it was coming from and began to look forward to the services. The days these residents experience are quiet and somewhat boring; breakfast, medication, nap, lunch, nap, medication, shower, and bed.  They love to listen to anyone who comes to play or sing for them; it serves as a spark to their day or even week. I loved to see the sparkle in their eyes as they watched me play, no matter what it was or if I had a mistake or two. I became friends with these residents and still visit the facility every chance I get when I am at home where the care center is.
            When I was a little girl, I was given my grandmother’s upright piano. It was then that I decided to begin learning music; it was then that I fell in love and began to develop my passion. Today, I have furthered my knowledge of music to new heights. I still have plenty of room to flourish and do all I can to continue learning. I have skills vocally as well as on the piano and I am beginning to develop skills on the guitar. But more importantly, I have genuine characteristics that I can use in a career of music therapy as well. I have compassion for other people; I care about their feelings, experiences, and well-being. I feel that in my life I have served as a good daughter, sister, student, employee, and most importantly a friend in these titles."


Sunday, April 7, 2013

General Conference April 2013

No, I haven't fallen off the face of the earth; it only seems like it! I am a horrible blogger when it comes to consistency but, I hope you enjoy what I have to say today.

General Conference! I was really looking forward to it this year! I learned so much and was able to take in a lot of insight for myself and what I need to be doing. The highlighting theme for me? OBEDIENCE. I felt like every talk lead back to the same idea. It seemed to me that these men of god were continuously saying "You know the commandments you need to follow, the ordinances you need to strive for, and you know how to repent... so DO IT!" There were a lot of other fine details that were spoken of that I have taken to heart but over all, that is the message I received.
In closing, I would just like to share my testimony. I know that my Savior lived and died for me. He sacrificed his life for me that I might live and have the gift of the atonement. I know that my Father in Heaven created this world and me. I feel forever indebted and grateful to my Savior and Father in Heaven. I know that I have been blessed with the gift of the Holy Ghost and I am grateful for it everyday. I know that Thomas S. Monson and his apostles are truly men of god and receive revelation for us as a church. I know that the temple is the house of the lord where sacred ordinances take place. I am looking forward to going there someday! I know that the Book of Mormon is the word of God and that Joseph Smith did restore this gospel in these latter days. I am so blessed to be a  member of this church and to be able to behold it's truths. I have faith and a testimony and I will forever continue to "fan the flame of my faith" and allow it to flourish and grow!

Thank you for reading and I am so blessed to have such wonderful family and friends that care and support me! I love you all!

Also, on a side note, I had a surprise job interview last thursday for a job in Pinedale, WY where my parents are now living. It is for the position of a Forestry Aid for the Forest Service and I would be making great money that I can save! I am supposed to find out tomorrow if I was selected for the position, so prayers would be greatly appreciated!!!

Thanks Readers!

Emma 


Saturday, November 10, 2012

Spontaneity

   Today is not a special day. It's not the first day of the month, it's not the beginning of the year, or the end of tragedy. But, today is the day that I want to set goals and make a change in myself. In some cases, spontaneity is my biggest motivator. Today is a day that is totally spontaneous. I feel like I dream about a better me all the time, "I want to be better, faster, stronger" type of thing. It is time to stop dreaming and start doing. I want to be to person I am, and I think that my dreams, ambitions, and motivations are part of what define me. I don't think that I need to tell you the goals that I want to accomplish. I feel like I don't want most to be aware of what they are so that I am not held accountable or worthy of your judgement because I fell through. This is a battle I need to fight with my inner self. Trust me, my goals are nothing that I wouldn't feel comfortable sharing with others, they are totally reasonable and acceptable. But, I want to have something to hold onto as I make the journey I am about to begin. 
     I want to challenge you to become or refine the person you want to be or you are. Everyone has room for improvement; we should all be striving to become a better disciple  of  Christ. Find the person you wish you were and make it happen! You are incredible, discover all that you are capable of! I have faith in all that you want to accomplish and in all you want to be.
  Hopefully, you all will be hearing from me more on this here blog. I will tell you on of my goals it that I want to express myself and what I have accomplished in ways other than yapping my jaw (that is one thing I'm already good at). I want to explore more with healthy recipes that will help me continue and better a healthy eating lifestyle. I also want to share more of my experiences with my family and friends. It's always fun to see yourself in someone else's posts; hopefully you will see some of yourself! 
  So, cheers to pickin' up this ol' blog of mine and putting it up to good use! Cheers to a better me! 

and

Cheers to You!

Simply Yem
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Monday, March 26, 2012

Whata Week!

   I made it! Alright, alright.. let me back up. I was one of 12 selected for Utah States Music Therapy program out of over 60 applicants! I auditioned over 6 weeks ago and was suppose to hear this news on the 20th, but nothing came. I checked the next day... and the next day... and the next day... until finally, last Friday, the letter was in the mail! I called my dad before I even opened the letter and started crying, I had been a nervous wreck the whole week. I read the letter over the phone with my parents and they were so happy for me! I am definitely looking forward to perusing a degree in Music Therapy! I also happy to hear that a few of my buddies made the program too!
   So, as soon as I finally settled down enough to drive to work after sitting in my car talking on the phone, I went to start my car, and I got nothing! I called my roommate and had her jump start me. I drove around for about a half hour and stopped at a gas station for a snack. Guess what, my car didn't start again! Luckily, there was a car directly in front of me and the owner was vacuuming it. I asked if they could jump start me and I drove directly to AutoZone to get a new battery. I was a little late for work but everything was okay, $100 dollars later. After Archer's dad, Ben got home, I again went to start my car with it's fresh new battery and... it didn't start! So, luckily I knew what I was doing ;) because Ben seemed a little confused, and we jump started my car and to AutoZone I drove again! The positive connector was bad; a small detail they probably should have noticed when they installed it the first time. But, $103 dollars and a lot of hassle later, I now have a car that starts great!
   That night, My friend Kim Perez came to Logan with her brother Adan, his girlfriend, and her roommate Julie. Adan and his girlfriend Kate stayed with one of his companions from his mission that also lives here in Logan and goes to USU.  Kimi and her roommate stayed with me. We all went to dinner at Olive Garden and had fun chatting and painting our nails. The next morning we headed to the Festival of Colors in Spanish Fork! It was loads of fun! There was a ton of traffic and it took about 3 hrs to get there from here. GAH!

   I got to Ashley's house around 6 and then we went to a showing of The Hunger Games! It was sooo good!! I loved it and I love Peeta! We had some crazy adventures at a park after words too!
  The next day, I watched sweet Amanda (Ashley's younger sister) give her first talk in church and she did great! I spent the afternoon with Ethan. We drove blondie to my Grandma and Grandpa Jensen's  grave in Farmington and then we headed to West Point again to visit Grandma and Grandpa Hansen. It was a great weekend and I am so looking forward to more fun that is coming up!

Saturday, March 17, 2012

To Make Up For My Slacking...

  I am a horrible blogger, my apologies! I think the reason why I don't blog as often as I should is because I feel like no one is reading it or cares what I have to say. Maybe if I become more loyal to this whole thing and continue to throw in a witty or comical comment here and there, more people will read! College is going fantastic and I am really enjoying my time as an Aggie! I am working as a part-time nanny for a sweet little 7 month old baby boy named Archer! He is the sweetest little child I think that I have ever watched. See for yourself:


   I also had a very important audition on the 11th of February for the Music Therapy Program at Utah State. It was quite the complex stuff! I sang a classical piece called Ombre Mi Fu, that was accompanied by my cute new buddy Katelyn who also auditioned. Also, I played Missy Higgins' Warm Whispers on guitar and A Fine Frenzy's Almost Lover on the piano. I feel like my audition went really good and I don't see any reason why I would not make the program but we will just have to wait and see. I will be notified by "March 20th", so keep your fingers crossed and me in your prayers! I really do not have a back up plan at all... but it is whatever the lord has in store for me. 
   I am also waiting to hear about a part time office assistant job at the Forest Service in Logan. It is seriously an answer to my prayers that I was able to find it, apply, and get called for a surprise phone interview! I think that I am totally qualified because of my previous experience working as a student at the BLM here in Ely. I never thought I'd say this but I actually miss that job; I definitely took it for granted.  I hope that I can land this job as well! At this forest service job, I will be working 2 full days a week so with nannying, I would be working every day of the week besides weekends. It will be wonderful for the summer because I have just about decided that I won't be taking classes. I just want to work and save money, and do something financially smart for a change!

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Good ol' Home

  It's so goood to be home in Ely, Nevada. I must tell you, this little old town has certainly grown on me! I have lived here for almost 5 years and I have really learned to love it and it will be sad to go. Yes, yes.. my family is moving. Things are going downhill with the house and jobs and so my parents are seeking employeement somewhere else. My dad is applying for a job in Kemmerer, Wyoming so we'll see how that turns out. It is also a super small town, but it is only 2 hours from Logan! That would be nice for me! I could pick up summer classes comfortably because home would not be so far. I just want to find work and then maybe I can get an appartment for the summer and just live in Logan. I would be happy to live with my family too but if I live there I can get more credits done and get a job to hold onto and become a resident of Utah.
 On a side note, if you haven't already, follow me on Pintrest, my new craze! I love pintrest and all the great ideas I get from it!

Saturday, November 5, 2011

Butter-Nut

I remember going to my sweet grandma's house with my mom and she gave us the most delicious and creammmmy soup that she made with her summer butternut squash, it was delightful! I got a squash from Leah and decided to try it out! It was great!!!

My Interpretation of Grandma Ann's Butternut Squash Soup


3 T. Butter
1/2 an Onion, finely diced
1 T. of Minced Garlic
1/8 t. of Ground Ginger
1/4 t. of Curry Powder
dash of Garlic Salt
1/4 t. Ground Pepper
2 1/2 C. Chicken Broth
1/4 t. Corn Starch mixed in 1/4 C. of Warm Water
1 Medium Butternut Squash, peeled and chopped
1 1/2 C. Carrots, chopped
1/3 C. of Half & Half

In a medium sized sauce pan, begin to melt butter in the bottom. Once melted, add the onions and garlic. Let cook for about 3 minutes. Then add Ginger, Curry, Garlic Salt, and Pepper. Cook until the onions are translucent. Add broth, bring to a boil.
In a separate pan, bring squash and carrots to a boil and cook until very tender. Once tender, strain and puree in a blender. You made need to add some of the broth mixture to thin and puree. Add to broth mixture. Bring to a boil, whisk in cornstarch water.  cook on low heat for about 15 minutes.
After cooking on low, pour entire mixture into the blender, you may have to puree in parts if your blender gets too full. Once pureed, pour back into pan. Simmer until a 20 minutes before serving and add Half & Half. Heat again, and serve!

Let me know what you think!!